01/21/26

     Today has been a good day overall, I woke up in an unusually good and bubbly mood despite the fact that Alex and I have not spoken to each other in two days. That's probably the reason for my happiness to be honest. The only thing that happened of any significance is that Rebekah was getting on my nerves so bad that I finally had to tell her off. Not that I actually did, I just pulled her to the side and let her know that I felt like she'd been over-explaining things to me and that I'm not a new employee and to please take a step back. I actually said it a lot nicer than it sounds. 

    Here's what I actually said almost verbatim: Hey Rebekah, come here (waved her over) I just feel the need to say this, lately you've kind of been, I feel like, overexplaining things to me too much like last night with the batch (when she overexplained that) and just now with the builder check (because i ripped off the stub part before realizing it was a builder check and not a normal customer check).

    She interjected and said something like I'm just trying to help and I said I get that and I understand that your intentions were good and you're just trying to help but it's honestly just kind of getting annoying so could you please step back? Because I'm not new, I've been here 3 1/2 years if I need help I'll ask for it.

    I don't even know what she said after that but I could tell by her facial expression she was not happy about what I said.. I think it was something like, oh they're just friendly reminders and then I reiterated about what I thought about the check being a customer check and so that's why I ripped it and she said well I didn't know that and I just went okay thank you lol

    Then there was a scheduling issue, I could not remember what date it was actually for because I somehow put two different dates, and the tech, Geno, just wouldn't let it go, I told him I think its Friday but all my other notes say 22nd so I'm pretty sure that's when it's for but he just kept questioning and then asked me to call the customer, and so I called him and then the customer wanted to change the time and it was just all freaking over the place and so yeah that kind of annoyed me. I haven't been sleeping well lately either though due to stress so that's surely contributing to it. Funny that I still manage to have a good day most of the time though.