02/03/2026

 Everyone is being fucking rude today, I don't what it is but it seems like all I can ever do it say the wrong fucking thing at the wrong fucking time. Tried to tease Brittany about a ticket she scheduled wrong and she got upset, knowing damn well she rips on me any fucking chance she can get. She can't take what she dishes out so now suddenly I'm the fucking bad guy? Took a shit ton of calls about missed appointments last night and well, I guess I messed one up because customer called again today and I had to get Greg to fix it but didn't even realize it was my fault until we started looking at the ticket together so then I felt embarrassed; then when I went to talk to him about it/apologize he barely even looked at me.. Just fuck this day man. Yesterday sucked too because it was super busy, back-to-back calls and nobody could help me with month end and my email is fucked because it won't open the report and everyone was too busy to help me. I forgot to write about that though.

I'm also so sick of feeling outcast. Fucking James brings Amber pizza for lunch, Matt buys her biscuits all the time, Brittany walks right past me constantly to go talk to Amber and Brenda, it's like I might as well be invisible. Oh, and trying to join a conversation or group? Forget it, my voice becomes background noise so quick it's not even funny. Fuck everyone at Home Team. Haniel too, that little fucker still hasn't reached out to me, it's been months, yet he wants to react to everything I post trying to get my attention but won't reach out to me, fuck him and I decree that from the highest order.

Only positive thing I guess is Zach says I'm his favorite CSR so I guess I'm gonna hold on to that as a little bit of positivity in my life and also that Alex and I are getting along pretty well right now, but there's still some work to do there.. Anyway, I'm ready to go home.